Showing posts with label PORTUGAL. Show all posts
Showing posts with label PORTUGAL. Show all posts

9/05/2014

Make a wish - Faça um desejo

When you are at the right place at the right time, everything goes pretty fast. I´m having my first green Sangria the first day I arrive in Portugal, when the owners of that lovely place, a young couple ask me over to have a chat at their table. We talk for hours with some other Sangrias till the sun goes down. When I tell them that I´m an artist on tour through Europe, they immediately connect me to a friend who runs this organization of private people giving food to the homeless or needier people of Porto. They want to give something back, three times a week at three different places 15 helpers come with their cars filled up with cakes, coffee and a warm soups for the homeless .
However, I get the contact of the president, who invites me to join them with the camera the next time they make their tour. 
When I agree I already know, that I don´t want to make another series of showed off homeless. 
I decide to portray all people that meet that day next to the bus station underneath the bridge at the Mercado bom success ( what an irony I think, that it´s called like that), some of them hand out food, some of them wait in line to receive some help. 

I let them sit down and I ask them to close their Eyes. I say - "Faça um desejo" (make a wish) and when I see how their mimic changes, I ask them to open their eyes again. 
I wanted to capture their silent dream, their hope for whatever desire. 

We change the location three times that night and wherever I put my mobile studio, people come to get captured by me. I am happy, that I was able to make them hold on their dreams for a moment and capture the physical effect of it on their faces.

Out of respect I will not mention who of these people got food and who´s apart of the organization. It´s only about the belief of a better place in our minds where all these dreams come true and that we can only build it through initiatives done by ourselves. Thanks to all participants and special thanks to Ana Paula Quintas. 

           Abra os olhos - Open your eyes





































9/03/2014

Suicide in Porto

“The only way to get rid of temptation is to yield to it"
(The Picture of Dorian Grey by Oscar Wilde)


Porto is so beautiful - I could die right now.
When I meet Virginia, she seems to combine beauty with melancholy.
Just like the city we meet in.
We went on a suicidal trip only to get reborn again.

The funny thing is, the only one who fell this day, was myself. 
My camera hit the ground, my knee was wound.

I dream I was was dead
I make up my scenario

I try another spot to fall
the more drama the better
Or I hang myself
but where?
sleeping pills could make it too
Or I just jump in the hope the wind or a bird takes me  away
what if I just lay down on the street, waiting till the first car  hits me
Or a train?

or i could run down the scarp till I fall into the sky










A knife

Last call
But help comes to early
I wake up and I´m alive





 My muse Virginia about the process:


This experience offered the perfect opportunity to end my Europe trip with the same spontaneity that it began with: as I was waking up on my second to last day in Europe, Esra asked me if I would like to be photographed that day - of course I could not refuse. I do not usually photograph myself, and so as this opposes my habits completely I surprisingly felt comfortable during the whole session. I had an incredible last day in the city trying to represent how Porto is the perfect place to die!